Hey guys, I know I haven't posted for a while- Been busy.
(I don't even know who I'm talking to... Is there anyone reading this?)

Anyways... So I finished work last Friday, which means that I no longer have to pretend to be a girl 8 hours of the day. I wasn't aloud to be myself at camp, I was told that it would confuse the kids, put a bad name on the camp, and anger parents. The kids didn't seem very confused though, most of them said they thought I was more of a boy and wondered why everyone called me 'she' rather than 'he'. Kids are a lot smarter than most people give them credit for. I intend to apply for a full time, paid, position at an after school camp this fall- and I intent to work as myself.

I seem to be passing better lately (FINALLY.) I've gone from 'definitely a she' to 'possibly a gay boy.' Which is better than nothing I suppose. If anything I'm at least somewhat androgynous.

I will be calling a possible doctor this week to talk about testosterone and other possibilities as far as transition goes- Wish me luck? I don't have very good experiences as far as doctors go and am very nervous... I'd like to talk to my mom about this but she's still pretty out of the scene on this... I think it's getting better though. I had a long talk with my aunt a while back and she's been super supportive, and that's been one thing that's been keeping me strong lately. I don't have many people right now, and it's been so good to have someone in my family to talk to about all the things that have been bottled up lately!

So, I guess this is it for this update- I will be writing more often now I hope!
Also, I'm thinking of starting a youtube channel... We'll see?

Hope your long weekend rocks!